Introducing the
writer of the book I was born in the first half of the 1970s and grew up in the Dutch city Rotterdam. There my fascination with metal started, most likely after seeing the four painted faces of Kiss on television in the late 1970s and early 1980s (I never really remembered any of its music though). I also listened to the hardrock of Status Quo (Whatever You Want), Queen (Live Killers), Meat Loaf (Bat out of Hell), and Deep Purple (In Rock), which were in my childhood vinyl collection. It was in 1986, that my nephew got me hooked on real metal, having warmed things up with occasional tracks from Iron Maiden and Motörhead, kickstarted with Venom's Eine kleine Nachtmusik and Slayer's Reign in Blood, followed by albums from Carnivore, Kreator, and Onslaught. Later on, I actually got to appreciate a section of the heavy metal he had, like Iron Maiden and Black Sabbath, which I had merely browsed through at that point. I am deliberately ignoring his Quiet Riot, Wasp, and Thin Lizzy albums. From the few really fine thrash metal albums, my attraction to extreme music grew rapidly. It was boosted with the discovery of death metal on the debuts of Death, Obituary, Autopsy, Pestilence, Morbid Angel, and Sepultura's Bestial Devastation and Morbid Visions, Panic's Rotten Church, and the musical extremes of early Napalm Death and Carcass. Still, they were a relatively long step away from black metal... Ever since legendary albums such as Samael's Worship Him, Blasphemy's Fallen Angel of Doom, Beherit's The Oath of Black Blood, Deicide's Deicide (yes, that one deserves to be here!), and Darkthrone's A Blaze in the Northern Sky were released around 1991, the new wave of black metal caught my main interest, and I started investigating the music, ideology, and history of that particular segment. This lead to a renewed exploration in metal releases of the past, where I discovered musical gems such as Sarcófago's Inri, Possessed's Seven Churches, Mayhem's Deathcrush, and The Great Kat's Worship Me or Die!, and that of a Dutch underground, with dark acts like Funeral Winds, Apator, Countess, and Bestial Summoning. Black metal became an ever-present element in my life. In 1995, after experimenting with several metal subgenres for about three years, my fascination led to joining the Dutch band Liar Of Golgotha, in which I played guitar for almost four years and served as its main lyricist. From there on, I moved to more extreme and obscure things with four years of old school black metal in Funeral Winds, adapting my V Xul alias, four years of more contemporary black metal in Israthoum, and finally participating in Coldeemstorft (since 2004), Veghe (since 2008, a rough guess), Lanz (since 2012), and Perfide (since 2018). Because of my continuous musical involvement in black metal, I communicated with a lot of persons active in the scene. Early on I became aware that Dutch black metal was slowly rearing its ugly head. Before that time only a few bands seemed to be part of, what could be descibed as a Dutch black metal scene. This awareness grew in my inquisitive mind into what turned out to become The Encyclopedia of Dutch Black Metal in 2004. With skills I had picked up in the section Cultural Sciences of the Rotterdam University, where I had graduated early 2003, I began exploring the internet, interviewing people around me, purposefully expanding my social network, and combining heaps of research material, with the hopes of creating the ultimate book for all those interested in the face of Dutch black metal. This took about five years of work, before I took a chance and walked into a printing factory. Even though I can tell you tons of things I would do differently now, it turned out quite satisfying, though of course never really finished. That's why I am still running this website, although I don't have enough time to update it on a regular basis... My musical journey I have contributed to a lot of projects and bands. I have designed covers, contributed lyrics, and recorded music of others and of myself at my primitive home "studio" (today mainly a PC with very basic equipment, but in the past just a cleverly linked double tape deck stereo and a few cheap microphones). I will list all of the releases I have collaborated here. Some do not appear by name because of an understanding of secrecy among the musicians. To be 100% clear: I have not been part of the line-up of all bands below, just of some of them... |
PARANOIA The Spectre of Paranoia (demo 1992) |
The band of close friend Paranoia.
I designed the logo (and later the cover) for the first
demo of his band that later changed into Lanz. The bass
guitar and vocals were recorded at my home on my simple
tape deck recorder using its overdub function. Genre: death black metal with electronic music. |
MASTICATE Maggot Invasion (demo 1993) |
Masticate was my first band, formed
with a few high school friends, in which I played bass
guitar, did some backing vocals, wrote some lyrics, and
drew all the artwork. Due to our inability to play
instruments and a lack of additional equipment like
distortions, we played improvised acoustic death metal
and named it 'deathrock'. Everything was recorded live at
my home. Genre: deathrock. |
MASTICATE Welcome to My Ass (demo 1993) |
Masticate's second demo was a
politically incorrect protest demo against the antics and
attitude of one of our high school's annoying students -
bragging to everybody about an obscure gay porn movie he
had done, mainly to those who did not ask or really
wanted to know. Again I played bass guitar, did a few
backing vocals, wrote some lyrics, and managed to create
more original artwork. Mostly recorded live at my home
'studio'. Genre: deathrock. |
LANZ Faust der Macht (demo 1994) |
This is the second demo of
Paranoia, releasing his material as Lanz. Another product
from my home studio, with a cover drawing from my hand. Genre: primitive black metal. |
ENDEMONIZED Muziek van Hogere Klasse(n) (video 1994) |
My second real band, and the first
live performance I have ever done, was with Endemonized,
in which I played bass guitar. In 1994 I performed with
Endemonized at my high school's music night, introducing
a lot of parents and teachers to music they never knew
existed. Check
out the video on YouTube. Genre: black death metal. |
MASTICATE Lost (demo 1994) |
This third release of Masticate was
a big improvement after the first two demo's. I am
dealing with the bass guitar, electric guitar,
programming of drums, some vocals, some lyrics, and the
artwork. Again my own 'studio' was the source of all
evil. Genre: deathrock. |
MASTICATE Corpse Fucking (demo 1994) |
This fourth release of Masticate
constituted of unreleased tracks and different versions
of earlier music, and the thirty minute long doomy
improvisational track 'Corpse Fucking'. More music from
my studio, with me doing bass, guitar, programming,
vocals, lyrics, and artwork. Some songs featured a
different line-up. Genre: deathrock. |
LANZ Göttin der Hölle (demo 1995) |
In 1995 Paranoia returned to my
home to record Lanz's new demo, for which I wrote, I
think, two lyrics and drew the artwork. Genre: primitive black metal. |
ANIMASTURBATOR Causing Great Dislike (demo 1995) |
Animasturbator was a primitive
unconventional grindcore project I had launched with my
younger nephew Patrick, in which I handled bass guitar
and vocals. I also wrote some lyrics, facilitated the
recording equipment, and did all the artwork. Genre: grindcore. |
ENDEMONIZED Muziek van Hogere Klasse(n) (video 1995) |
Because of the success of the 1994
show, Endemonized reformed and visited the high school
music night again. We returned with 14 minutes of
deafening mayhem (I played bass again). The cool thing
was, none but one of us were still studying at that
school. Check
out the (not so) video on YouTube. Genre: black death metal. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA Winter Returns... (demo 1995) |
In the first months of 1995 I had
joined Liar Of Golgotha, and only a few months later
Gorgoroth and myself (on guitar, keyboards, bass, and
lyrics) released this atmospheric demo, recorded in the
professional Via Ritmo studio. After a self-released
promo, the demo was released by Witching Hour Productions
from Poland. Genre: black metal. |
NAMTILLAKU Namtillaku (demo 1995) |
Namtillaku is another demo from my
friend Paranoia, and one of his friends (actually one of
mine as well), Panther, on guitar, made in my studio and
featuring my artwork. Genre: atmospheric black doom metal. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA Rehearsal November 1995 (promo 1995) |
After finding more musicians, Liar
Of Golgotha recorded this promo cassette in the Dynamo
rehearsal room as a taste of what was to come for labels.
It's me on guitar and I have written the lyrics to the
songs. Genre: black metal. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA Dancing through the Palace of the Ungodly Beauty (lp/cd 1996) |
The debut album of Liar Of
Golgotha, recorded in the Via Ritmo studio, featuring me
on guitar and as lyricist. The debut was released on lp
by Maggot Productions from Italy and on cd by
Shivadarshana Records from the Netherlands. It's actually
the purest black metal of all Liar Of Golgotha releases. Genre: black metal. |
OBSEQUIES In Total Obfuscation (demo 1996) |
I got together with my nephew and a
friend from Masticate, to create this project, playing
music that had been influenced by Disembowelment and
Abruptum. I played bass guitar, keyboards, did the
vocals, and designed the artwork. It was also recorded
live at my own 'studio'. I have re-released this one in
2014 through NLBMe Management. Genre: black doom metal. |
FÜHRER Der totale Krieg (demo 1996) |
After almost a year of silence,
Paranoia returned to my studio to record another demo,
again under a different name, creating a blend of
Von/Absurd-styled black metal with gabber dance music. I
designed the temporary logo and drew the cover art. Genre: black metal. |
ANIMASTURBATOR The Great Experiment (demo 1996) |
The second demo I recorded with
Patrick, again featured me on bass, vocals, artwork, and
facilitator of the studio equipment. Thirty minutes of
unorthodox extreme music. Genre: grindcore. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA Promo 1996 (promo 1996) |
After the release of the debut
album, we recorded another promo for the label that was
about to release our follow-up mini-cd. Recorded in
Studio Dynamo, I played guitar and wrote all the lyrics. Genre: black metal. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA Vendetta (mini-cd 1996) |
After approval of the promo,
Cryonics Records from the Netherlands released this
mini-cd, which was re-recorded at Studio Dynamo, located
at our rehearsal place. Genre: black metal. |
UTOPIAN SEXGOD Paradise of Brutality (demo 1997) |
The one-time project with David, a
former Endemonized musician, and my first fully digital
recording at the home studio of my collaborator. I was
taking care of the bass guitar, vocals, electric drill
solo (hardly audible, which is too bad), and I did the
artwork. Genre: industrial black metal. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA Promo 1997 (promo 1997) |
In 1997 we had to record another
promo to attract a label for a new release; again done in
Studio Dynamo. I return on guitar, lyrics, and artwork. Genre: black metal. |
ANIMASTURBATOR More Animasturbator (compilation demo 1997) |
Apart from the two demo's mentioned
above, Animasturbator had recorded a lot of experimental
sessions, which were compiled on this demo. I can be
heard playing guitar, acoustic guitar, bass guitar,
harmonica, and doing vocals. Genre: grindcore and deathrock. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA Dwell within the Mysterious Dark (cd 1998) |
The second full-length album of
Liar Of Golgotha, released by Mascot Records from the
Netherlands, saw me return on guitar and lyrics. It was
recorded at studio Het Pand in Vlaardingen, which was
awesome. Genre: black metal. |
BLACK ART MAGAZINE Issue III 1999 A.Y.P.S. (magazine 1999) |
Together with Arvath, drummer of
Israthoum a.o., I worked on various aspects of this
magazine, including lay-out, reviews, and a few
interviews (most notably the Mayhem and Darkthrone
interviews). |
OFFICIUM TRISTE Goes Disco (unreleased demo 1998) |
As a birthday present of this
band's vocalist Pim, I collaborated on a remix of
Rotterdam doom metal legends Officium Triste's track The
Happy Forest. Of course this has never officially
released. Genre: doom metal disco music. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA Ancient Wars (cd 2000) |
After my departure from Liar Of
Golgotha in 1998, the band still used some of my lyrics
on their third full-length album, released by Mascot
Records. It also featured songs I had still played with
them; possibly co-wrote a few guitar lines as well. Genre: black metal. |
N.E.S.L.O.S. Not Even Satan Likes Our Shit (demo mcd 2001) |
Not Even Satan Likes Our Shit is
the parody band of the local venue Baroeg's programmer at
that time, as a response to overly simple and some
far-below-par 'cult' black metal that hit the market
around Y2K. On request I did the logo and artwork for the
release. I was never a part of the band. Genre: primitive black metal. |
BLACK ART MAGAZINE Issue IV 2001 A.Y.P.S. (magazine 2001) |
Together with Arvath, drummer of Israthoum a.o., I worked on various aspects of this magazine, including lay-out and reviews. |
ISRATHOUM Hatred (demo mcd 2001) |
This is the first demo I recorded
with Israthoum at Studio Dynamo, for which I played
guitar and did the artwork. Check out the music
I've uploaded on YouTube. Genre: black metal. |
FUNERAL WINDS Promo 2001 (promo 2001) |
After finishing a bunch of new and
rewriting some old songs, we recorded four tracks on a
digital recorder at the rehearsal place of the band. In
Funeral Winds I played guitar. The recording remains
largely unreleased, and can only be found in the band's
private collections. Genre: black metal. |
LANZ Sink the Black Titanic (demo cd 2001) |
After years of silence, Paranoia
returned to my studio to record this legendary and
controversial release of weird hate music. Apart from
using my equipment I had the challenging task to take
care of the revolting artwork. Genre: hate lounge music. |
BLACK ART MAGAZINE Issue V 2002 A.Y.P.S. (magazine 2002) |
Together with Arvath, drummer of
Israthoum a.o., I worked on various aspects of this
magazine, including lay-out and reviews. |
XXXX xxxx (2002) |
The person behind this anonymous
band decided to record music on my equipment, and asked
me to put together the artwork. Genre: black metal. |
XXXX xxxx (2002) |
The person behind this anonymous
band asked me to remix some of the old tracks, and asked
me to put together the artwork. Genre: black metal. |
ISRATHOUM The Art of Malice (demo cd 2002) |
The second release I recorded with
Israthoum at Studio Dynamo. I played guitar and did the
artwork. Genre: black metal. |
FUNERAL WINDS Promo 2002 (promo 2002) |
After finishing a new bunch of
songs we recorded four more tracks on a digital recorder
in our rehearsal room, that were never really released
for the masses. Genre: black metal. |
XXXX xxxx (2002) |
The person behind this anonymous
band decided to record music on my equipment, and asked
me to put together the artwork. Genre: black metal. |
XXXX xxxx (2002) |
I was a part of this band, and did
the artwork for the release. Genre: black metal. |
LANZ Lanz & Girls (demo 2003) |
Paranoia of Lanz (somewhat of a
regular customer at my studio) wanted some more tracks
recorded and picked my studio and design skills to be
used. Genre: black metal noise. |
LANZ The Satanic Rock Opera (2003) |
Paranoia of Lanz wanted to do a
'rock opera' black metal album, and I helped him with the
recording of the seperate tracks. The thing was later
compiled into one big track in Vortex Studio,
Zevenhuizen, and finally officially released in 2013 by
NLBMe Management + Zwaertgevegt in 60 copies. Before that
it had only been 'tape traded' to a few fans. I also did
all the artwork. Genre: experimental black metal. |
XXXX xxxx (2003) |
I was a part of this band, and did
the artwork for the release. Genre: black metal. |
BLACK ART MAGAZINE Issue VI 2003 A.Y.P.S. (magazine 2003) |
Together with Arvath, drummer of
Israthoum a.o., I worked on various aspects of this
magazine, including lay-out and reviews. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA The Proliferation (promo cd 2003) |
On this promo recording of my old
band, two of my lyrics were used. Genre: black metal. |
ISRATHOUM Black Scenery Avatar (cd 2004) |
This cd was recorded at R&T
Music in Hilversum, and features me on guitar, bass
guitar (on some tracks), and on artwork. It was first
released by SARS Productions from the Netherlands and
later by Merciless Records from Germany. It was the last
release I recorded with this band. Genre: black metal. |
LANZ Incinerator: The New Church (cd 2008) |
After a long pause, Paranoia
returned with the request to co-program the base tracks
that were used for this full-length album, that was later
finished at Necromanteion Studio in Schiedam. I have also
made all the artwork. I have also taken this band and
album into my NLBMe Management section to promote it. It
was picked up by a label in 2010. I also feature on this
release as an uncredited guest vocalist. Genre: industrial black metal. |
ISRATHOUM Monument of Brimstone (cd 2008) |
My old band asked me to do the
artwork of their SARS Productions release. Genre: black metal. |
BLACK ART MAGAZINE Issue #10 2009 A.Y.P.S. (magazine 2009) |
After a long hiatus, I regrouped
with Arvath of Israthoum a.o. to create the tenth issue
of this old-school underground magazine. I worked on
various aspects of this magazine, including cover art,
lay-out, gig reports, and reviews. |
ISRATHOUM Monument of Brimstone (cd 2009) |
I also reworked the different
artwork for the re-release of the 2008 cd by Spikefarm
Records from Finland. Genre: black metal. |
LIAR OF GOLGOTHA Dancing through the Palace of the Ungodly Beauty (cd 2009) |
After years of silence Shiva Rage
Music (formerly known as Shivadarshana) wanted to
re-release the 1996 debut album of Liar Of Golgotha, and
I decided to do all the artwork for the release, and
prepare it -as far as I could- for the label. The
re-release never happened. Genre: black metal. |
ENDEMONIZED Crushing the Herd Mentality (compilation mp3's 2009) |
With the internet as a perfect
medium to spread the unreleased tracks from the two live
performances from 1994 and 1995, I compiled these songs,
and a small interview from 1994, into this official
release of Endemonized. I also made some artwork to go
with it. Genre: black death metal. |
LANZ Excrement Terrorism on the Holy Trinity Part 2 (split single 2013) |
New Era Productions released an
exclusive track by Lanz on a split 7" EP with The
Parents Of Oude Pekela. The music was put together in
2012 at my home 'studio' and finished off in the
relocated Necromanteion Studio. After years of helping
out the project I joined Lanz. Genre: unorthodox black metal. |
XXXX xxxx (2013) |
I mixed two tracks for this
anonymous band. Genre: black metal. |
COLDEEMSTORFT Invasie (demo 2014) |
After years of rehearsing without
recording a single note, Embernach and I recorded the
debut demo (over several years) at my home 'studio'. I
have contributed the lyrics to this one. I released it
though NLBMe Management. Genre: old school black metal. |
THE PARENTS OF OUDE PEKELA As Satan Spawns from the Grave of a Thousand Infants (cd 2014) |
Recommended by Paranoia of Lanz,
the musician behind this project asked me to help out
with the band's debut album. I ended up balancing out the
individual tracks in a simple WAV-editor. Because I was
surprised with the quality I have taken on the job of
promoting the album for proper release by a label in
2014. Genre: (death) black metal. |
LANZ Satanic Disco Holocaust (split tape 2018) |
After several years of silence a
convenant was drawn up between the Satanic funk band
Groovy Taus and good old Lanz, to release a split tape
with the most non-black metallike music. I participated
on this demo musically and as its designer - artwork and
lay-out. It was sold with a balloon with both logo's and
packed with confetti by New Era Productions. All 50
copies were gone within two or three days. Genre: hip hop / world music / campfire songs. |
LANZ Made for Loving You (split tape 2019) |
Recorded several years before by
Paranoia alone, I helped him out on added backing vocals
on one song, and designed the artwork and lay-out for
this split tape with The Parents Of Oude Pekela. It was
released through Zwaertgevegt. Genre: hate lounge music. |
LANZ Transcendence Through Death (cd 2019) |
The long awaited new album of Lanz,
after nine years, this album was recorded by Paranoia and
myself, with lyrics by both of us, and artwork and
lay-out by myself. It was released in digibook format by
The Ritual Productions and NLBMe. Genre: black metal. |
PERFIDE t.b.a. (demo 2019) |
I play lead guitar in this
traditional black metal band, and made sure all
seperately recorded tracks were brought together in the
Noise Studio. I also designed the band's logo and did the
lay-out of the release. Genre: black metal. |
OP t.b.a. (mini-cd 2019) |
This industrial black metal band
had recorded 99% of its material years earlier, but it
all finally came together in 2019, when the four tracks
were finally finished. I took care of the musical side,
while B.R. took care of all vocals. The drums consist of
sounds of heavy machinery. Genre: industrial black metal. |